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i am mixed with jawa plus melayu and i am proud to be a daughter of my mummy jutawan aka Wak Roza..

Sunday, November 29, 2009

2012..

ha..!!..ini buktinye i already have watched the movie ye uols..and it was sponsored by my hensem bro..everybody sebok kabo y depa2 da tgk cite ni..i pon nk gak kabo kt uols semua y i pon da pg..i went a day before my last exam paper on 18 dec..siap bwk sekali tu my book..buat2 revision..huhu..lucky me..i can answer all the exam questions with full 3pages each..hebat kan..

i am confused how many stars i would give for this movie..hahaha..this movie was good in its effect and cgi..ade gak scene y nmpak sgt buat dlm studio..(time y dlm kapal tu..air stat masuk and havoc done by the people)..kantoi di situ la cek director..but from the movie i think it is more to how the earth naturalized back her own body..yela bagi cuci bersih habis..kan air laut naek cam tsunami tu..lagsung semua die sapu bersih..btol x uols..??..nk kate about the end of the world..cannot..cannot..kalo semua org mati..baru la boley kate camtu..kan2..

part y paling best was..tgh tgk2 movie ni..ade plak org tu..xtau la sape..xnmpk la..gelap kan..die leh tepok tgn time scene y hero tu tgh struggle nk keja kapal terbang pas amek peta tu..waduh2..i xpaham..nape perlu kne tepok tgn time tu..cam xbiasa plak tgk stunt cam tu..stunt biasa2 plak tu..adeh..

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in my view..bagi i cite ni biasa2 je..it was same as other hollywood movies y effect die boley kire gempak la..sampai my kezen leh rase nk muntah..sbb terlampau byk sgt org2 mati..yeke angah??..i x igt la ape u bgtau hr tu..tp plg best 1 quotation dari movie ni was..y "it started from hollywood"..by 1 mamat aka dj radio dlm movie ni y sebok dok kepoh2 pasal the coming disaster..nmpk sgt la depa2 pon cam tau2 je tempat tu cam toooooot..ahaks..

p/s : next movie need to watch is..SANTAU..A.J ajak..hopefully dpt la pg same ngan die..hr tu pon cite 2012 ni pon die gak y ajak..last2 i g ngan my bro n kezen..hampeh jer..tp best gak sbb tgk movie free..lokpi belanja tiket hr tu..yay!!

Friday, November 27, 2009

my picture..

this picture was taken when i was 8years or 9 years old..in this foto..me..uyun..lokpi..we all excited amek gamba kot..yela time ni bru dpt adik baru..baby plak tu..semua org suke..bile tgk blik pict ni..rupa2nye i dlu2 time bebudak sekeping rupanya..tgk kt bahagian lengan i tu..x ke nmpk halus je lengan i tu..nmpk cam tulang je..but me in now days..haha..sampai A.J pon kate dagu i ade 3 tau..hebat x???..

in my view..terasa nk kurus cam dulu2..missed my kiddo time..sort of..???huhu..

selamat hari raya aidil adha..

i wish to all muslim and muslimat..Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha..selamat menunaikn ibadat haji bagi y sedang mengerjakan ibadah haji..selamat menunaikan ibadah korban bagi y ade buat korban..

raya aidil adha mengingatkan kite pada kisah nabi ibrahim y redha dan patuh pada perintah Allah bagi menyembelihkan anaknya tanpa menjangka kan bahawa anak baginda nabi ismail akan digantikan dengan seekor kibas..

in my view..berkorban juga merupakan satu ibadah..tp korban tersebut hendaklah dilakukan semata mata fi sabilillah..xkira la korban harta (sedekah)..korban masa(beribadah pada waktu pagi)..korban nyawa(jihad)..tok muhasabah diri i..i x terbuat lagi korban2 tersebut..kalo korban harta..i pon xde harta lg..derma pon guna duit my mummy gak..i x koje lagi la..i masih dalam cubaan tok perbaiki diri i..tp napsu ni selalu je mengacau lebey..i manusia y lemah..y mudah alpa dan lalai..huhu..

Sunday, November 22, 2009

vacation mode..

now i am on vacation mode..not going anyway for holiday..jz stay at my home sweet home..listening my mummy jutawan blabs..smiling with a kind of face to my hensem bro doing..talking to my embah wedok..waiting for my assistant(my lil sis) come back from her teacher's house..i need her to help me doing the house work..i am not forcing her..or.. to be bossy on her..i jz want her to learn how to do the house works..ha..ha..ha..the truth is that jz an alasan tok kerja i jd rigan sikit..hua3(gelak jahat)

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today activity i do was watching the supernatural season 3 and season 4..from noon until nite..but.. i do others activity..i go to pasar malam with my bro at 6pm..buying some food for family and for my embah wedok who is fasting today..not to forget..i do blogging and facebooking..ha..ha..ha..
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tomorrow..i need to do the housework as i have already promised to my mummy jutawan..doing that works with out my assistant somehow i feel malas la..xleh nk jerit2 mcm mak tiri..xsyok tau kalo bt keje kalo xjerit2 nih..kureng semangat plus rajin jadinye bile nk bt keje..ho..ho..ho..
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in my view..bile cuti sem..i dok rumah saja..spent time wif my family..sort of???..sambil2 cuti tu praktis2 kn diri buat tugasan seorg housewife..haha..byk pekdahnye..xrugi..berbaloi2..sng nnti nk bile da ade rumah sendiri ngan hubby..keke..
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p/s : xsabo nk jd mrs.A.J..tp bile la kan???hurm3..

Saturday, November 21, 2009

at last...

at last..my plants grew well..huhu..penat tau tgu seminggu nk besar those vegies that i plants in pet society..ha..ha..ha..ha..

those game on fb drive me crazy..some more make me craving to play it all time..and make me away from things that i supposed to do..ha..ha..ha..

pet society was the most game that i played in fb..love to have own pet but i am not so a care owner means that i ni xreti nk jaga pet la..jap je rajin nye..peh2 tu..i boring la..malas la..kang tau2 org laen plak y bela pet i tu..huhuhu..

ni on day 1..
ni on day 3 kot..
ni on the end of a week..
others trees that i plants for my pet..
my pet's hobby..fishing tu..
wardrobe..
living room..
bedroom..
washroom..
..room for fish..
room for food and flower that i plants..

in my view..some how all the games in facebook were nice to play..but..it cost u to be away from what u supposed to do..mcm study ke..mandi ke..mkn ke..btol x?..huhu..tp if u can control all that stuff..i am so amazed to uols..yela..i kalo da maen game ni..bende len pon boley mls nk buat..nk dok ngadap game je..mula2 tu konon2 nye nak men dlm stgh jam la knon nye dalam hati..tapi..tau2 da dua jam rupe nye ngadap game tuh..pergh..kelam kabut i jd nye..huru hara hidup jap..hahaha..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

laundry day..

hari ni..laundry day i..i dah dok kat asma' ni..da xde da basuh baju ngan tgn..no more berus2 lg..jrg la maen air..cam time kat maryam dlu..tiap x basuh baju..abes 1 baju bsh tau..ngan i2 sekali basah..huhu..now..baju bsuh gna mesin..tp kene bayo..ade timing mesin lg..kne la kua kn duit..rm2 saja..siap smpai spin lg..spin lembap je tau..tp rm2 tu kira murah la..dr kt maryam tu rm3..mhal la..event pon lebey rm1.. dgn rm1 uols boley dpt pisang goreng 5 ketoi..btol x???..MySpace(pandai cik bear kite nih..huhu)

so..tok entri x ni..i nk tunjuk kt uols..cara2 membasuh baju gna mesih basuh baju keting(bunyi duit y masuk dlm mesin timing tu)..MySpace

1)mula2..kne gi bilik laundry..tgkat bwh je dr blk i..
2)then masuk kn baju2 busuk..bg penoh2 ye..mesin ni leh tampong smpai 7kg..
3)pehtu msuk kn coins..rm2 ye..anda di igt jgn msuk coins dlu nnt time kt mesin tu jln dlu..rugi2..
4)kendian..tekan2 la ape y korang nk kt mesin basuh tu..
baru i pasan..kt mesin basuh time die 50minit..tp kt mesin duit tu 60minit..jd..sape y pndai bajet2..xde la nk guna coins smpai rm2 tok basuh pon..MySpace
5)last sekali..uols kne la tgu 50minit..sambil2 tu boley la bt pape..study ke..MySpace
mesin basuh tu akan bunyi 6x kot bile die da siap spin semua sekali..pastu kuar kan..kite sidai ye baju2 tu..bg betol2 lg kering..for me..i sidai dlm bilik je..yela..skang ni kn musim hujan..sidai kt luar abes basah balik kne hujan..xkne hujan..kne air baju org laen y menitik dari atas..huhu..so kne la pasang kipas bagi laju2..rase cm nak terbang je semua bende dlm bilik i tau..
now the laundering activiti has done perfectly..hua2..kt bilik laundry tu gak..siap ade tampal instruction cmno nk guna mesin basuh baju keting nih..siap bgtau lg do and dont on this mesin..

in my view..mesin ni ok..tp lg ok kalo die free..huhu..

mask..

i am a pimples maker..haha..i cannot stop my hand from operating my all pimples..and that makes my pimples grew so many..huhu..i have tried so many products..now..my pimples are not so bravely to show up..to stop those pimples..i used fair n lovely product..mmg i menjadi lebih lovely selepas menggunakan nye..toot!!!hohoho..

now..my problem is..spots leaves by the pimples..bekas jerawat la..cmno nk hlg kn..sudah byk cara i try..tp hasil nye..adoiyai..tidak memberangsangkan..i da suh my hensem lil bro belikan bio oil..x dpt pon lg..dio tgh kayo tu..siap suh i pkai eumora punye product..mahal tu product tu..i x mampo nok..agak2 bio oil tu ok x untok clear of those pimple spot..ha??..i ade bt reseach about that oil..eceh..cek kt intenet je..ade dlm satu discus room tu kate bio oil ok tok hlg kan bekas jerawat..siap doktor pon suggest tau product to..elok tok semua kulit..i nak try..huhu..cepat la lokpi..beli kan tok akak bio oil tu..

now..come to the story that i want to tell uols..

some times..when i feel so rajin..i pkai la mask..saje..konon2 nk tanggal kan all those black head plus whie head plus dead skin y xmo tgl sendiri tu..bile terasa cam kulit i ni rase tebal ngan bende2 gitu..guna scrub pon rase mcm xpuas hati..maklum la muka i kan byk jerawat..huhu..so..for mask..i used bioglo product..

da pkai..da kering mask tu..i pon tgl..tapi..bile nk tgl..waduh2..sakit nye..ya ampun..sampai melilih air mate..terseksa nye i tok menjadi cantik nih..huhu..tp hasil nye boley tahan la..nmpk la semua2 bende tu melekat kt mask tu..tp xpuas hati gak..huk2..

i tunjuk kat uols..mask y udah di tanggal..

rupa mask itu..

peel of mask..botol die..

in my view..kalo nk cantik ni kan..semua pompuan sanggup berabes duit sgt2 la byk..sampai kadang2 tu..sampai merosakkan diri..what i mean here..sampai jd memudaratkan kesihatan..teringat pada 1 kes akak ni..sebab nk kurus sanggup die sedut lemak overlimit..sampai kong akak tu dibuat nye..takot nye i..baru2 punye kes..akak amoi kite tu..sampai lebam2 lengan die kne cucuk..pon sebab nk kurus..nape eh ade org jd cmtu..telampo obses bukan obes ye..huhu..nasib la i ni x obses nk kurus nih..plg kurang pon nk kurus i belapo jek..x elok gak cmtu..kan??haha..nk beli2 produk tok kurus tu..i terasa nak beli..tp i syg kan duit i..baek i bli makanan y sodap2..oopsss..???!!!

coklat cake and meggi..

since i start taking those hormone pills..aiyoh..my selera mkn sgt la hebat..kek coklat, i eat for myself je tau..meggi, i eat 2 packets in one time..hebat kan..kan2..huhu..

byk kn??..meggi kimchi fleber plus megi kari fleber..byk tu kn..kombang abes megi tu..at last, i just eat for 2 or 3 forks only..ahaha..membazir sungguh..napsu nk mkn je kuat..but then mkn sikit gak..rezen is..that megi tasted suck..huhu..

look at the missing part of the cake..i eat those part juz for a few minit..then i stop eating it..coz i feel so full by that time..after 15 minit..i continued eat it..the cake so moist..the topping so very the coklat..tebal plak tu..lazat..rm10 only..A.J belanja..bought it at kedai mkn that near to the danau kota(up town)..

sedap kan..yummy..

in my view..i rase2..not because of that pills make my selera mkn so high..the reason is..because of now is exam period..and i have to face 2 paper in a day..so..many chapters need to study..i feel so much pressure..pening2 lalat..in conclusion..a lot of study make u feel wants to eat alot..hua2..the end..

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

To Soya/Tofu lovers..

Dear All,
PLEASE pass this info to ALL your female friends... It may save their lives!. Something to take note of. This is my true story, nothing altered. These are facts, as they relate to my experience, my opinions based on what I have read and felt. I am relating them to warn other young health-conscious women who are unwittingly harming themselves.
One of the changes I wanted to make was to eat healthier.
I bought soya muffins, miso soup with tofu,soybeans, soybean, sprouts, etc. All the literature in all the health and fitness magazines said that soya protected you against everything from heart disease to breast cancer. It was the magical isoflavones, the estrogen-like hormones that all worked to help you stay young and healthy. I looked great - I was working out all the time, but my menstrual cycle was off. At 20, I started taking birth control pills to regulate my menstrual cycle.
I began to get puffy, it was as though I was losing my muscle tone. I began to suffer from depression and getting hot flashes. I mistook all this for PMS since my periods were irregular. By the time I was 25, my periods were so bad, I couldn't walk. The birth control pills never made them regular or less painful so I decided to stop taking them.
At 27, my gynecologist found two cysts in my uterus. Both were the size of tennis balls. I went through surgery to have them removed and thank God they were benign. The gynecologist told me to go back on birth control pills. I didn't. In 1998, he discovered a lump in my breast. Again, I went through surgery and again it was benign.
Thinking I had a tooth infection I went to the dentist who told me that teeth were not the problem.
At this point I could feel a tiny nodule on the right side of my neck. I told my mother I had thyroid trouble. She thought I was being silly. No one in the family suffered from thyroid trouble. Going on a hunch I saw a specialist who diagnosed me with Papillary Thyroid Carcinoma. After a series of tests he told me it was cancer. My fiance and I sat stunned. We were not prepared and I was so scared. We scheduled surgery right away.
They found a tumor at my right lobe composed of irregular cells and another smaller tumor growing on the left, so the entire thyroid was removed. They told me that after undergoing radioactive iodine I would be safe and assured me that I could live a long life.
I never once thought it could be all the soya I had consumed for nearly ten years. After all, soya is healthy. I came upon a web page that linked thyroid problems to soya intake and the conspiracy of soya marketed as a by-product of the vegetable oil industry. This was insane, after all, the health and fitness magazines had said nothing about soya being harmful.
She informed me that soya was the culprit. She had a hysterectomy due to cysts and other uterine problems. A few months later another acquaintance who had consumed soya came down with thyroid cancer.
What was going on?
What mimics estrogen in the female body, SOYA! But I never suspected soya because until now I never once found a single article that stated soya could be dangerous.
I think this is the reason that women with thyroid cancer often develop breast cancer later. My co-worker is big into soya and I see her losing hair and gaining weight despite a walking workout during her break and after work, and apples and oranges for lunch. She just had cysts removed from her uterus too. I warned her to stay off soya. I referred her to websites but until it is on the evening news on all four networks, women will suffer. Since the thyroidectomy, I do not touch soya, haven't for two years.
Dear readers,
There are so many young girls who are consuming soya because they think they are taking care of themselves, and women taking soya because they want to be healthy. It is so unfair that the information about the dangers of soya isn't more widely circulated. It is sad.

in my view..all things had its own bad and good..never ever look at the good side only..instead uols must also search for its bad side too..so that..xde la uols nnti rase kene tipu ngan mane2 health magazine o papela cite2 about petua kesihatan nih..yela kan..deyols kne cari artikel for marketing deyols punye magazine kan..taktik la tu..opss..

fyi : story kat atas ni i copy paste je dr blog ni..
Malaysia - Scandal and Issues (tq tuan blog for sharing this kind of information)..so jgn plak igt ni kesah i..i ok lg yer..alhamdulillah..

cartoon maniac..

i loves to watch this cartoon..simple..nice..romantic..and a bit naughty..huhu..watching this cartoon..make me ketawa sorg2..senyum kambing sorg2..huhu..comel tau pucca tu..name of the character in this cartoon..tajuk cartoon ni..xsilap "pucca n garu"..kot..not so sure la..huhu..cek sndiri eh uols..

summary of this cartoon..pucca(girl) loves garu(boy) damn much..she always tried to kiss garu..meanwhile..garu always tried to skip from being kissed by pucca..actually garu suke je kot kne kiss ngan pucca tu..saje je die buat2 jual mahal..kueng2..

pucca..kiutmiut..noty girl..

garu..ninja..jual mahal ngan pucca..

pucca sendeng2 kt garu..buat garu blushing je..padahal dlm hati garu tu..syoknye la..hehe



ni one of the episode that i have downloaded from youtube..garu pon kiss pucca tau time nih..gatai garu tu..

in my view..best tau katon ni..sape2 y rase nk gelak sorang2..senyum2 kambing sorang..layan r tgk katon ni..xrugi..kt youtube nun byk v/clip katon ni..suka sgt kt pucca..sbb pucca btol tgkp cintan sama garu..garu je jual mhl..tebalik plak..patut laki y kejo pompuan..ni x..pompuan y kejo laki..jgn xcayo nok..nengok la sendiri katun nih..enjoy habes..layaaaaan..zaaaassss...

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

a song for him...

this song was suggested by my hensem brother..he asked me to listen the song..he loves the song..i guest..this song to me a bit jiwang2..kot..

here the lyric of the song..

The Way I Am
Written by Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you
You need a light, I'd find a match

Cuz I love the way you say good morning
And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater
Your head is aching; I'll make it better

Cuz I love the way you call me baby
And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair
Sew on patches to all you tear

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise
And you take me the way I am
You take me the way I am
You take me the way I am




in my view..i also love this song..heheh..wanted to dadicate this song to A.J..this song really shows my feeling towards A.J..love u abang..

Sunday, November 8, 2009

my habit..

i like to put losyen on my leg aka foot..xkesah la pape losyen pon..jnji name die losyen..xheran ngan jenama..y murah pon i bedal..jnji jgn la bau die mcm bau tahik..ahaks..before this i pkai nevia..Johnson baby..

this time i pkai cap giant plak..siap ade vitamin E lagi tu..elok tok kulit..y cap giant ni rege die only rm9.90..rase nye la..x igt la..

i put it beside my bed..easy to grab it when never i want it..

the losyen cap giant..

in my view..event pon cap giant..tp bau die..sedap je pon..wangi..beso tau botol tu..1000ml..ha..sampai i kawen pon losyen ni xabes tau..ntah2 da ade anak 1 pon losyen ni x abes g..boley ke losyen ni than lame smpai ke hari tersebut..???adoyai..xtau la sejak bile ade habit pkai2 losyen ni..but i xleh la..let my foot dry..cannot..rase kaso je kaki ni..kalo sape2 pgg tgn i n tapak kaki i..konpem uols akan kate.."wah!!lembut nye tgn u..malas bt keje rumah eh"..hahaha..i rajin tau tlg2 my mummy i bt keje rumah..kalo cuti tu..i la chef kt rumah..jgn terkezut yer..

effect from taking hormone pills..

my doctor asked me to complete the pills..pill hormone ma..for my period..since i'm taking the pills..my napsu makan makin menaik..wah..i cannot makan ckt2 tau..kalo boley nk amek byk2..tu pon still xrase full lg perot nih..huhu..are those hormone pills gives that kind of effect..???..i tertanye2..inform me!!..i need to know..urgent..

this the box..

the pills..

in my view..damn those pills!!!!..i nk kurus x jd la nk kurus da..mne x nye..napsu mkn menjadi2 tau..but..what can i do..i need to complete it..for the sake of my health..huhu..after finishing it..i can continue transfoming to be kurus rite??..huhu..

my sleeping patner..

ah..since last entry..i had talked about a complicated entry..for today entry i would like to talk an easy going entry la pulak..i wanna to introduce to uols my sleeping partner..jeng2..siapakah beliau2 itu..wah..so many??..ahaks..

this for my head..amek bantal my mummy..huhu..

ni plak for pelok2 gitu..coz die lembik..

this one plak..i put it beside me..jd guide so x jatuh dr katil..jz let him y jatuh..huhu..

this teddy i put it on my head..i bought it at carefour mid..murah je..rm3.70..

ha..bentok ape nih..shit..besday present from acom..i put it at my leg when i sleep..for exercise..huhu..

kemas nye..katil sape la nih..

my bed arrangement..huhu..

in my view..i wanted to add more pillow on my bed..since my bed is small..i jz put 3 je pillows..huhu..my dream bed must be the king size..huhu..beso kan..boley golek2..plus bed sheet plak kaler purple..ah..my sleep will be the most sweet dream sleep..kueng2..pillow from kabung is good..keras but then make ur sleep most rest..bangun pg..rase da xmo bgn da..nk smbung tido je lg..hahaha..

p/s : when will A.J gonna be my sleeping patner plak..no need many pillows if he be my sleeping patner..ahaks..i gatai u..

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

sekolah agama..

i sekolah agama dlu..sampai sekarang ni pon..study kt uni y ade title islam lg tu..tp i ni..ade ke ciri2 bdk sekolah agama or bdk uni yg ade title islam itu..kalo anda2 semua tgk now..huhu..adeh2..

maybe ciri2 tu xde..tp ilmu bab agama tu ade la skt..msh di igt lg..walaupon kdg2 tu ade y sudah terlupa..al maklum la..jrg di amalkan kan..tp kdg2 di salah gunakan..oh..i y bedosa!!!..whopss..tp kalo uols tnye la skt2 bab agama ni..i stil boley coverline lg..kalo slh pon..i akan reffer pada akak senior i..kak islah..n..ky..

rata2 kalo kite tgk..kwn2 kite y dlu nye sekolah agama..bile da abes sekolah..then smbg belaja di mne2 uni..o terus je keje..ade perasaan x..dr cara pemakaian..1 hal..cr pergaulan..mcm2 la kalo anda perasaan..xde pon cri2 y die dlu pernah sekolah agama..kalo nk kate die pkai tdung saja..bdk y xsekolah agama pon pkai tudung gak..

nape jd camtu..

adakah i n uols y laen x ikhlas untok bersekolah agama dlu..atau di paksa bersekolah agama dahulu oleh parent uols..

pada pihak i..i x dipaksa..mmg my mummy suh sekolah agama..tu i terima dgn rela..well..i rasa teruja ntok masuk sekolah menengah..dlu2 lah..tp bile da stat belaja..bru la rasa sengsara nya..bt kdg2 ade la rasa seronoknya..seronok sbb..kite ade kwn baru y laen..n..pg ke tmpt y jauh la skt dr rumah..kn sekolah rendah selalu nye dkt2 je ngan rumah..mcm i..sekolah rndah i..dlm tman perumahan i je..

well..nape ye..bdk sekolah agama akan bertukar rupa bile da abes sekolah..yela..kalo kt sekolah dlu..pkai tudung labuh lg tu..kt lengan baju tu siap bekancing2 lg..pkai stokin bagai..tp da abes sekolah semua tu hlg..(bende ni pon terjadi kt i)..kueng2..

adakah kerana hanya mengikut peraturan..ataupon..anda da mls nk bt camtu lg..well..ye la..kn da abes skolah..ape brg mau bt cm time sekolah dlu kn..atau..anda..sbenanye..culture shock..yela..org laen x pkai stokin..anda pon mau ikt x pkai stokin..org laen pkai tdug bawal..anda pon nk gak cmtu..org kate ikt trend..huhu..

tp bg i..waktu sekolah dlu la..i pkai tdung labuh..tp tudung y telah di ubah suai..hnya mengikut peraturan shaja..contoh..kalo kt sisi tudung tu kne lebih dr siku..i bt ngam2 ats siku..kalo bhgn depan kne tutup dada..i ptg ngam2 tutup dada tp labuh nye atas pusat..belakang nye kne tutup punggung..i bt ngam2 atas punggung..jd bile time spot check..i kire terlepas dr kne denda..huhu..kalo bju kne kancing lengan tu..time assembly je i kancing..nakal kan..haha..mesti korang perasan kn kalo korang dlu sekolah agama..

my mummy mrh jugak..yela di beli kain tudung mhl2..i ptg jd kecik..last2 i bli sndri kain tudung je..kalo igtkn dlu..betapa degil nye i nih..asek lwn kate mummy je..(smpai skang pon)..kueng2..

tp..kdg2 tu pon..bile i jmpe blk kwn2 i..y dlu nye pakai tudung labuh bgai..kalo tgk sejuk mate memandang..boley siap leh di cop oleh mkcik2 lg nk bt menantu..tup2..bile jmpe blk skang..wow!!!..seksinye..mcm org xpenah sekolah agama je dlu..kenapakah jd begitu..i xkesah kalo die xpkai tdung..tp kalo da terover expose seksinye tu..waduh2..segan i nk tego u..huhu..bt2 xknal je kalo terserempak..tp..belakang ngutuk2 plak..haha..apalah nasib ko labu..

tp ade i kesah..bak kate org melayu..mati nnti dok kubor sendiri2 gak..hu..

kt sini y cuba i nk ketengah kn adalah..beliau2 ni jd begini bile da abes sekolah..sbb..time sekolah dlu..die maen2..blaja sbb nk lulus periksa je..xde penghayatan..org kate..masuk telinga knn die keluar plak trus ikt telinga kiri..ade la gak y melekat nye kn..tp haram time sekolah je y melekat..abes sekolah hlg..haha..

lain2 plak..yela..dlu2 sekolah agama kn cam trend..so masuk sekolah agama org kate sng nk masuk uni..btlkah??..tu dlu2 punya cite lah..

lain2 lg..kalo dr segi agama nye pndangan..depa2 ni..x istiqomah..ermm..abes tu i???adoiyai...

lain2 lg..beliau2 ini..cube mensesuaikn diri dgn environment beliau kot..yela..org skang ni..kalo nmpk y pkai tudung labuh je mula la die..ckp org tu tabligh la..ckp y bukan2 y xmsuk akal psl tudung labuh ni..jd bg y lemah dan x tedaya nk thn..apelagi..terus la makeover..hlg sudah tudung labuhnya itu..

in my view..ape pon jenis sekolah pon..elok je..cuma nye..kalo sekolah agama tu..pendidikn agama nye lebih la ckt..jd..kepada pelajar nye la..y kne pndai2 bwk diri msg2 bile da abes sekolah..kalo nk jmpe y btol2 produk sekolah agama..hasil nye mungkin ckt..kalo ikt purata la..ade la 10 dlm 50 org gitu..phm???

bagi diri i..kesah2 dlu menjadi kn i skang ni..i pon manusia biasa..bt slh silap..tp..tlgla tegor dgn cara berhikmah..smpai bnde tu bley terkesan dlm hati i..y membuat kn i dgn wilingly tok berubah dgn ikhlas..tp..xjmpe pon g org y camtu lg..y ade pon..dlm novel je..imaginasi..angan2 saja..i xde la hrp pon org tu dtg bru nk i berubah..sedikit sbyk..i usaha jgk sendiri..tp..org kdg2 selalu perlekeh kn..nape???

Monday, November 2, 2009

am i pathetic person..

entri di buat b4 study subjek LOP..hal ini berkaitan dengan bacaan blog org..komen2 org di fb..bak kate Faisal Tehrani in his blog..ini adalah lintasan hati ku..

bkan nk sakit kn hati org laen..bkan nk kecewa kn org laen..tp hati ni terasa sayu..sedih..ngade2..xde mood lg nk study..

da ade blog sendiri ni..rase kalo boley semua bende nk bgtau dlm blog sendiri ni..akibat nye..i sudah jd kurang berbicara dgn org laen..maksudnya..kurang byk mulut..xde la nk nyembang y bukan2 pada kwn2 se uni..huhu..mesti depa2 y selalu dgr i merapu sudah rase lega..atau pon dieorg rindu pada rapuan i..????

pada y kenal pada i..acom..i rase..die pasti sudah tau..kdg2..rapuan i tu ade diselit kn penipuan..hu..bkn ape..nk bg nmpk sedap rapuan tu..sori acom..

adakah hidup i selalu menipu kwn2 i..????

oh..tidak..kdg2 ape i cite..walaupon i ckp bende tu berkenan dgn org laen..sebenanye..itu adalah cite i sendiri y sebena nye..dgn kate laen..i xmo malu diri i sendiri..dgn kate laen lg..i xjmpe lg org y boley btol2 smpan rahsia i..org y btol2 boley terima i the way i am..

tiap org ade cra tersendiri nk luah kn masalah y ade dlm diri die..ade org menjerit kuat2..ade org bgtau pada kwn2 baek y konon nye boley smpan rahsia tp akhir nye rahsia terbongkar jua apabila pergaduhan meletus diantara mereka..

cara i..i menceritakan rapuan y kdg2 di selit kn sedikit penipuan pada kwn2 i..bile melihatkan mereka percaya..i rasa beban dlm diri ni rasa ringan cikit..sori kwn2..i xbemaksud..i need to get all those thing out from my head n my heart..so..i can go through this life..

bile kite da biasa begitu..kite akan terus jd begitu..jd..i da xmo jd begitu lg..enough!!!..bia la pape pon y jd pada diri i..i akan terus kuat..blog sediri kn da ade..ape kate merapu je dlm blog ni..huhu..???!!!???

sekali lg..i pohon maaf pada kwn2..memohon maaf bukan hanya di buat pada hari raya aidilfitri je..tp bile2 masa jua..huk2..

harap i..perhubungan kwn2 ini dpt berkekalan hingg akhir hayat..i syg uols..

kwn2 sekola rendah dlu..y penah bergeng dlu time kecik2..geng sailormoon..huhu..dayana..suzi..dayang..faezah..anom..fizah..kenape kite x serapat cam dlu..kalo jumpe now a day konpem bt2 cam bru kenal je..kn2..atau..i y cam xbape nk pndai beborak2..x pndai bersocial..atau kite ade rase xpuas hati time dlu..oh tidak..

pada kwn sekolah menengah..anje..piqa..shima..shahinaz..penah gelak2 kuat same2 dlu time kt Samjey..kite pon da xkonteks jua..ade kah i y slh selalu tuka2 no..atau i y xpndai nk crik2 blk kwn2 lame..

pada kawn kt sekolah bt 38..kt citu..hermm..i kurang kwn..ade kwn pon..belakang2 cite psl kite plak..tp i mls mau kesah..ade i kesah..huhu..tp i plg nk jmpe pada zurek..dormmate y boley kire rpt la time form 5 dlu..mane kamu zurek..masi kah ko igt pd i..acit ni..rindu pada kamu..

slh ke i ni.tidak mau senyum..selalu bermuka tensen..xkn la ko nk senyum pada org y ko xknl kn..lg2 laki..kang di kate nye i ni gatai..pada kwn2 pompuan pon..y i xknl pon..i cuba2 nk senyum da skang ni kt uols..tp xde pulak uols nk bls i nye senyuman..i kdg2 terasa cam senyum ngan dinding lg bagos sbb xnmpk ape dinding nye reaksi..keras je..

but..since uols da knal i..sure u tau..betape i ni..byk mulut..peramah..pndai bt lawak..walaupon i rase i ni x sedar pon itu adalah lawak..hoho..

lasting..pada kwn2 y penah kenal i..tq..sbb penah menjadi sebahagian dari sejarah hidup i..uols mewarnai hidup i..sori kalo skang ni..kite bump to each other..i x igt u lg..jd..uols remind la i..

in my view..kwn kdg2 baek..kdg2 jahat..kdg2 membimbing..kdg2 merosakkan..kdg2 menolong..kdg2 menyusahkan..kdg2 memberi keseronokan..kdg2 memberi kesedihan..cmne pon kwn tu..jgn la slh kn kwn..ikt mne y btol..kalo y slh kalo da terikut tu..bkn la slh kwn..tp diri sendri y buat2 xtau ape hasil nye nnti..xmo pikir pnjg..tp da pikir pnjg pon nk ikt juga..slh kn la napsu diri sndiri dan juga SETAN NI ROJIM..nnti..kt akhirat..jgn la nk kait2 kn kwn2 bile kite da nk masuk neraka..redha kn la ape y kwn2 da bt kt uols..YANG LEBIH ARIF y selalu tgk kite tu tau cmne nnti nk mengadili meraka tu nnti..

p/s : kdg2 tu jeles tgk org len ade bff..kueng3..

aiskem taiwan..

this aiskem was introduced by my kezen when i was stay at her home during my practicum..die kate aiskem tu ade kt taiwan..1st time die mkn kt taiwan during her visit with her unimate ke taiwan..then bile da kt umah..time die bt practicum die kt damansara die jmpe la aiskem y mcm kt taiwan tu ade jual kt cni..aiskem tu ade jual kt kedai 100yen..harga rm4.90..kt kedai tu semua brg dr jepun ke..taiwan ke..china ke..ala brg2 dr negara org2 mata sepet nih ade la jual kt situ..semua brh harga from rm4.90 and above..

kedai ni y i da jmpe ade kt damansara n wangsamju la..outlet laen xtau la kt mne ade..plus..my aunty..mak pada kezen i y intro this aiskem ckp..aiskem ni..boley kebah kan panas org demam..kire cam boley bt ubt pada org demam la..huhu..

ade byk perisa..ade peanut..ade strawberry..ade laici..ade grean tea..ade coklet..ade kopi..ade mango..mkn aiskem ni..kite x rase sejuk keras cam ABC tau..die sejuk nyaman..haha..tu kot kalo org demam boley mkn lg aiskem nih..i suke perisa kopi..huhu..

ni logo kedai 100yen tu..nmpk kedai ade logo ni..ade la aiskem nih..rm4.90 je tau..

kopi flebe..huhu..

outface of the bekas aiskem tu..

name aiskem tu kot..xtau la..huhu..bedal mkan je..janji sodap..A.J pon kate sodap..

rupe aiskem flebe kopi..

in my view aiskim ni x gemok kn bdn anda..sape2 y tgh diet tu..y teringin sgt nk mkn aiskem tp xleh..sbb kne kontrol..aiskim ni leh n sesuai sgt untuk anda..i mkn aiskim ni hr ni sbb i demam..da byk hr y lepas i ajk A.J mkn aiskem ni buat ubt demam i..hr ni die bwk g bli..tp hakikatnye..i ajk die sbb i nk jmpe die..A.J la ubt demam i sebena nye..hehe..jgn mrh A.J..semalam pon da jmpe mummy jutawan i..demam i pon da ok sikit pas kene pelok cium ngan mummy i..tp hr ni dpt jmpe A.J..makin elok da demam i..huhu..